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Bri listed me as a college crush. Despite a 4 year relationship, a marriage and a child together. Utah won't be a problem anymore. After what I did no one will be willing to speak with me except Luna and Boy Plankton. Even Luna is questionable. I'll never be allowed back on the list. So I hope Bri is happy without me touching her life at all. I still can call the Boy. I did that today.


Christine is a little freaked out by me right now. Especially after I related Reagan's email of "You're a dumbfuck and won't be missed!". She couldn't handle me being self abusive. I promised I wouldn't be that way tomorrow. However I am going to tell her I make a horrible Ex. No point trying for boyfriend.


Severely depressed and lonely at the moment. Closed my facebook account. Barely any reason to open Firefox now except to download shows. But we will go on. Thus is the curse.