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I blew up at Bri over nothing. I blew up at everyone over nothing. Now I am alone. I just wish Bri saw our relationship as more than a crush on her part. It meant a hell of a lot more to me. It hurt having it trivialized like that. But I suppose it doesn't matter. Technically I'm the Ex, she's supposed to think very little of me.

I just wish I could get over being angry for her abandoning me when I was very mentally unwell. And for Casey moving in six weeks later after seeing me at my sickest. I hate him for that. I hate both of them. I'm not an idiot however if anything were to happen to Bri I would sign over my parental rights to Luna. I think she would do a better job than I could. I'm not stable.