In 2008 I spent 8 days involuntarily committed, 5 days in a temporary housing center, 7 days alone and manic in a motel away from my sister. And 45 days in alcohol rehab.

Now I just want this business with disability to get over with so I can move into my own place where I can keep to myself and live alone. As soon as they find out I haven't slept tonight they are going to be concerned. I am sick of making them concerned.